Jul 11, 2009

OCD Part 1

Today's lesson: Never obsess with ANYTHING.
I'll admit it right now.
I think I have OCD.. Obesissve-Compulsive Disorder.
Once I become interested in someting, my mind is fixated on it day and night.
I just can't stop thinking about it!

This is the O part of OCD - obsession.
Why am I saying this now?
Because this never leads to anything good, at least in my case.

To be fair, if one obsesses over something beneficial, such as education, the results usually tend to be pretty good.

Doesn't work this way with real people.
Each and every time I've obsessed over something the result has never been anything good.
It distracts me from doing anything else.

So dangerous. Yet I can't help it.

Here's something though.
Multiple obsessions lead to apathy.
Apathy... All I can say in the end is it was an obsession and I couldn't help it, but now I realize that it's not for me.
No, screw that.
I HOPE it's not for me because I don't want to die over this.

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