Confusion

My tendency to convince myself.

I told people that I gave it enough thought.

But did I really?

Did I really give a lot of thought into this?

Or did I convince myself yet again that I have when I have not?

Is it really worth the risk?

Have I weighed out the risks along with the benefits?

I feel as if it'll be safe.

But the stories I hear say otherwise.

Will I be the lucky majority, or will I be the unlucky minority?

The 3 of 20, or the 17 of 20?

Fear keeps creeping up while the opposite rebels against it and clashes.

Have I really justified myself in doing this?

If I lose, I'm not the only one to lose.