Peanut Butter & Jelly

Last night I dreamt of eating a whole loaf of bread, like 10 slices.. by myself.

I ate it with peanut butter and jelly and it was the best meal I've had in ages.

I don't know why it made me feel so happy then.

I hate eating these days, to the point of feeling guilty afterwards.

It's not that I have an eating disorder..

It's stressful to be alone.

It hurts to bear everything alone.

I wish for someone to share the load with.